My Half-Boyfriend

Here's the deal, I am soooo tired and stressed and I am going to blow up any minuet now.. (plus I can't spell).. Boys are so dumb! So I have this boyfriend, well right now for the next couple of days he's my half-boyfriend. Don't ask me how that works, I'll tell you.
So we are comming up on our 2 month anniv. YEAH!! and I am absolutely loving having him as my boyfriend. he's sweet and treats me wonderfully well, even when I don't treat him well. SO you are prolly wondering why I am stressed and tired and it's his fault. Well, it's not his fault really, it's really God's doing (I can't say fault cause that just sounds condemning and you can't condem God). So He (God) is doing amazing things in my life, he's creating a new person and I can't wait to see what he is going to do. Ok so now I guess you are really confussed cause I have nothing bad to say about either of the people I am complaining about. But wait I'm getting to that. So although God is doing amazing things, they are draining me to no end (thus the tiredness)
*SIDE NOTE*
I love God, Some random girl in the Ed lab just walked up and gave me a peice of Apple pie!
*BACK AT IT*
So I'm tired because of God and my stress comes from Dustin, he's giving and giving and giving and I have nothing to give back b/c God is taking it all and wearing me out. So I had a talk with Dustin and we broke up like 3 times the other night and that was kinda stressful. So yesterday he writes me and asks if I want to go out and do something. so I say yes.. (even though I'm not sure if we are still together or what) so I asked where we were going and he wouldn't tell me (how sweet) but that opens a WHOLE can of worms because what is a girl to wear? so I tried on like 50 differant outfits till I picked one then I realized I didn't have shoes that matched that outfit with me at school which is a suprise cause I have SO many shoes with me at school. So I was late to Spanish because I was trying on outfits (I finally decided on kaki's and a pink sweater) Then I called my wonderful, Beautiful sister Stasi and wished her a happy birthday (she's 21!) and then we left and went out. So we drive to the Cheesecake Factory and have dinner which is so sweet it's a really nice place and the food was good, the company was even better (if you haven't realized it yet, he's trying to salvage what is left of our relationship, so he was on tip-top behavior) Then we went and saw the Polar Express, which was amazing, I have been wanting to see it (he didn't know that, Kudo's to you Dustin) If you have not seen it, you should. So, then we were leaving and OH I FORGOT! he made me this totally sweet list of promises (which on pain of death he better keep) I'll type them out later. but know that he was laying it on thick. so then we left the theater and we were going back to school and we were going to talk. (his idea) So we were talking about just stuff and then we started talking about us, and that turned into a crying screaming mess. so I decided that I still needed the two or three days to think about us but for now we are kinda dating and kinda on the fence, I'm not sure which way I will fall but I will keep you updated.