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Been a while and tons has happened. Let me catch you up. First school let out then I went home, Stasi and I fought about dumb stuff, then she wrecked her car to peices with Ami and Alex inside, don't worry everyone but Alex got away without a scratch, Alex had a lacerated Kidney, he's ok now and looking to go back to school on Tues. Prolly for just a half-day. So then I was home watching him and being his maid. While all of this was happening, my boyfriend Dustin was in South Jersey with my friend Lauren staying there for 3 weeks, that went well, at least that's the story they are telling me, but now mysteriously Lauren's mom is praying really hard for me. go figure. AND while all of this is happening, I went on a date with Brian, that was fun, we went to see Lemonysniket (spelled entirely wrong I'm sure) and then we had a 'fake' snowball fight, because there was no snow. We had tennisballs. it was fun, then he drove away just as a joke and an old man in his PJ's came out and asked me if he should call the police and if I was ok. I said yes and we got away without any police involvement on our date! So now I'm back at school and joy of all joys, Dustin is being super needy and weird and it's freaked me out to the point that I am right now in the process of decieding wether to break it off or not. I am struggling about wether it makes me a bad person because most of my reasons are about me and concern for me, but I am being reassured that I'm not selfish and that it's really the right thing to do in the long run. OH and yesterday I dropped 6 credits from my schedule, that was fun, I also picked up the most difficult class that Nyack offers, Grammer and Phonology with EP, so that will be fun, and I upset the dean of the school of education also, by taking his class and ended up dropping it for fear of not being accepted into the school. not cool. But life is ok now... I think.